Saturday, October 11, 2008

Don't be afraid say his name or don't protect him anymore

One things people been telling is to have a voice. Say the name Alex James Arcisz. Tell your story. Post it...it's better than taking it out on yourself. I'm breaking the cycle Alex. I think a lot and have many thoughts. Type them down.


1. No I did no like Alex grabbing me while I was trying to sleep. Kept knocking hand away. His answer was could you blame me? Yeah that's cause I'm a small 4 ft women 11 with big breast and you're a jerk.

I'll posting one thing I don't like and then one thing I did.

2. I wanted to take walk in the woods... should of. I glad though I mostly gamed over there.

I was glad it was only 3 days. It was happening to fast for me and fell apart when I turned away when tried to kiss me me...response..feel my breast? Then force kisses me. That was my 1st kiss in 15 years.....at least the 5 year old waited till I was ready. I just gave him the saddest look ever. You knew of my past Alex. He still surprised I never did slap him. I'm am too.

I really needed to say Fuck you Alex, and leave.

I gave him chance this year and on web cam he was still grabby.

I did cry that wanted to go home.....I said that in the ambulance about the trip to see him...the story spilled. They understood a lot women go though stuff like this sadly...I'm a smart one to know when to run....problem is to kept running! Don't look back girl. You were a smart girl in 2005 when you grew distance between Alex.

They delete their numbers before your pics that are half nude, the Emergency Room Personal *nods* in the ambulance.

Oh well bad stuff happpens.

Yeah people say I wouldn't give the time of day to Alex. I really shouldn't..I have been too kind.

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